Suhailahh !

I miss Papa ):

2011-06-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

Currently im feeling so sad.
I miss my dad. I hoping he is doing good in prison. How i wish i could call him and talk to him and let him know that i miss him so much )':

He's the only dad i have in the world. No one can replace him. Eventhough at certain times i hate him, but deep in my heart, i still love him. He's my inspiration and my everything. Its true that my mum and dad could never be like before, but i only have them who can support me in my life. The picture up there was the last picture that my mum and dad took together. I still remember it was in the year 2008. I mishh those times, seriously.

I know that dad needs me the most in his life as he got no one else to turn to except for me. And even if im not there with him, but i will still be in his heart forever.

Just now, when i attend his case at the surbodinate court, i saw him. I suddenly feel so down. My heart breaks to see my dad. I could see the pain and the hard times that he is going through right now. And yet, my mum keep on saying that "he deserve it". Haish. I just cant understand what my mum really want. Im sorry dad, i wasnt there with you when you needed me the most. I feel guilty leaving you like this. All i could see from ur eyes just now are just tears and sadness. You could only smile at me and i could only smile at you back. I was hoping that i could talk to you and hugged you at the same time. Wanted to let you know how much i missed you. Haishh. When its time for you to go, i feel like crying but i have to be strong.

Papa, i promise to always visit you while you were in there. I will always pray for you. Hopefully you will change while you were in there. I will always wait for you. I miss those times that we spend together, papa. The times that you took me for a movie and take good care of me while i was sick. Thanks for everything. I will not forget all the time you had sacrifice for me. Thankyousomuch. Iloveyou and imissyou, papa. ):

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Im back (:

2011-05-31T23:01:00.001+08:00

Heyyyy!
Im back. Sorry for not updating my dead blog. Im sooooo busy with school and have to settle many problems. Yeah ~
Have to go through many ups & downs. Hopefully you guys out there will understand me. Hahaha (:
I miss blogging. Seriously. Hahah.
Well, now my life is back to normal. I have to continue my life eventhough i have to faced many problems.

Since mum and dad get separated, i feel something missing in my life. I always get into fight with mum. And always got kicked out of the house. Haha. Im used to it already. So i dont mind actually. But I dun feel the love i use to get from both my parents. Now, they led to their own life. Im happy if they are happy. And yeah ~ im miss my dad. Hopeully he's doing fine in there. I will always pray for the best for him. And i want my dad to know that eventhough i was not there to help him and im far from him, but my heart will always be there with him. And i will always love my parents. I know deep inside mum's heart, she still love my dad. But i guess dorang tkde jodoh. Nk apekan? Hmm.. I have to accept all this eventhough its hard to accept the fact that they both are not meant to be together. Haish. Nevermind. Life have to go onn.

Okayy readers, will update again once im free ^^
Sorry for not updating /blogging for so longg. (:

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Disappointed.

2011-02-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

im abit disappointed.
haishhh :(
what i expected , is not there ..
you were there in school , looking & staring at me , but did you care of my feelings ?
did you bother to ask if im okay or not ? must i make the first you ?
heck care . kauu stakat berani bebual dlm facebook , itu je ? cube kalau bebual face to face ? mesti kauu matii point kann ? im really disappointed with youu . im hoping that you would really approach me and ask me if im okay rather than you staring at me like that .
my heart scattered in pieces ! you were the one for me , you are the one who understand me the most , yet you still wanna act this way ? CCB .
you know how hurtful my heart is to see you acting in this way ?
haishh . im sorry for acting that way towards you , its just beacuse i want you to realise your mistake and want you to know that i dun wanna lose a bestfriend like you . I love you so muchh seh bestfriend . HAISH . like i say , i dun mind losing friends like them , but i mind losing a bestfriend like you . we've been together going through ups and downs together . you know me well so as i do . PLEASE , im begging you . dont act this way towards me . I love our friendship . if you read this , im hoping that u will text me , cause i'll be waiting ..

and yeah , thanks for amirulAdeq , aqilahEqee, Nazirah, Syasya, Wan, Zhikang, Taufik, Azmi & Afiq for being there when i was in the breakdown mood . Yeah , u guys were there to give me hugs & calm me down when i cry the whole daay, which is from morning till night . even now my eyes are still bengkak , HAISH . its really hard . why must i go through all this ? i just dont get it .. anw , thanks to my teman , Ahrel for hearing my problems . and thanks for the advice ahrel . i appreciate it , i promise to listen to ur advice teman (:

alright now , till here .
im not in the mood to write much more ..
will update again soon , since im tired as i just come back from hockey training .
nights readers . (:

P/S: Sorry for acting this way , i dun wanna lose a bestfriend like you . i love you Siti Sulaihah .

BreakDown :(

2011-02-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

Im seriously in a breakdown mood . :(
i've been crying since morning until now .
my eyes are like zombie already , haha .
i just cant get over it :'(
the way to send me that message as if im in the wrong .
I KNOW NOTHING !!
it's like suddenly i received that message , reading all that , my heart scattered in pieces ! what have i done wrong ? since when i've been saying like that ? since when im into jealousy ? What The Fuck !
who do you believe the most ? me or her ?
hiashh , i seriously give up ! D:
guess i rather be hurt than feel nothing at all .
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind , cause for me it happen all the time .
D: *Sobsob*

And now , i keep thinking on the problems i've been facing all this while .
i dun wanna get separated with my dearest siblings . they are everything to me .
they are always there for me when i need them . time past , time flies . im hoping that we will always stay together . i love you guys . D;

i really not in the mood right now ..
im off to sleep . nights (:

Finally !

2011-02-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

hello readers !
im back after a long and dead blog ..
hahah ! sorry , kinda busy with things ..

hmm , im writing today just because i wanna let out my feelings .
i currently miss my dad :(
how i wish i could meet him now & hug him .. tell him that i miss him so much !
after he left home , my house become sooo quiet . he left us for so long .
im hoping that he knows that his pampered daughter misses him .
i will always pray for his safety & hoping that i will meet him soon ..
okay guys . im off to sleep !

Had Fun (:

2010-08-21T00:49:00.005+08:00

Hello ! Im bacckk (:

just come back home from geylangg . really had fun just now .
walaupon mood ku swing because of my dad ~
hadddd a great time with syabil , sue , aqilah , naz , ahlina & not forgetting the bday boi , Amirul (:
haha . after rehearsal , when ack to aqilahh house to change . meet up again at 7.15 . late .
thanks for syabil and amirul for being late . reach geylang around 8.10 . when to HAWA Restaurant to eat . enjoying down there (:
gayyrekkk . haha . after eat , when for a walk around bazaar geylang efore that send sue to her family .
around 11 , went home with aqilahh . take a cab home . siket peyh lamee nk tggu taxi . haiyohh .
heard that syabil hp lost ? memang kauu cuai tauu syabil . maybe kauu tertinggal pat tempat game kot ?
ahhaa . play some games just now . i won a spongebob cuddle pillow . cuuuuteeee siakk ! :D
haha . ahlina also got one . currently uploading photos in facebook . haha (:

to amirul asyraf ;

hope that mirul like the birthday present that i bought for you . hmm , ingat kn tak pakai , pakai jugakk ehh ! hahah . hope u enjoy ur day with us today . first time siak klua gy geylang dgn mirul . alek mlm2 lagy ! hope u enjoy , yeaahh , hoping so . So , da besar kn ? must takecare of urself well u know (;
orang tuh pon da grow taller than before . hahah !
ahahaha .

alrite people . till here , gonna sleep soon (:
gudnite . ;D

Raining .

2010-08-20T05:26:00.006+08:00

Hello My Dear Readers ! ((:

weell , selamat bersahur ! haha . its still early in the morning .

so , GOOD MORNING WORLD !

hmm , nice weather today ! its raining ~

yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhh ! can go to school playing in the rain .

gayrek , fun , exciting , best ! :D

hahaha ! currently chatting with Aqilah .

heheh ~ cant wait to go to school . doa-doa laa bile pat nk py school , hujan belom stop . HAAHA !

lets talk about yesterday ! (:

hmm , after school went home straight . reach home around 3 .

siap-siap . around 3.45 went out . to orchard .

meet my dearest kak fatin . buke luar dgn die (:

before that , jalan2 pat Far East Plaza . HAAH !

sawww many things down there . lucky the thingy i wanna buy got sell down there . expensive laaa siol ! it cost nearly $100 . fuuuuuhhh ! but its okay laa . money wont be a problem .

shopping jap pat sane . bought new perfume , clothes & shoes ! (:

bought for my dearest friend his birthday present already , yeaaa !

then after buke, jalan jalan pat ION Orchard .

mendaaaaakkk laa siol pat situ . nothing much uh down there . kebanyakkn yg jual barang mahal2 . i went there just to go to the book shop . look for some books . hehe ~

and today ! my schedule is packed !!!

ohh yaaa , before i forget ! i wanna wish my sweet friend , Amirul Asyraf !

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY Amirul Asyraf ! ((:

may all ur wishes come true . semogaa dipanjangkn umur dan murah rezeki yerr (:

malam niey kite klua yerr gy geylang ! celebrate ur birthday ! YEAY!

ramai-ramai . conferm fun dan gayrekkkk ! heeeh~ cant wait baybeh !

hopefully mirul enjoy ur day today ! Love you teman !! ((:

and today , TYD got teacher's day rehearsal . OMG !

mcm tak caye gytu kn TYD dpt go through ! ffffuuuuuhhh !

nervous siol . hahah (:
after school must rush home take guitar , went to rehearsal den to geylanggg!

enjoying my daaayy for sure ! heeehheeh ~

HAHAH ! so well , till here for now .

will update again tonite . takecare !

bye ~

I miss you all !

2010-08-17T21:24:00.004+08:00

Hello (:

Sorry long time never update . busy with school . (:
saw that pic up there ? i miss them you know . HMPHFT !
SUMPAHH lala rindu korg ! i want us to be like before ..
rapaaaaat mcm duluh . Buleyh ?
its fine with me if Iqbal tkde . Bile laa mauu ton lagy ?
hahah . rinduu sakk nk lepakk dgn korg .
haha , must lepakk sooon tauu . heheh (:
alrite !

tomorrow is the second teacher's dayy audition .
OMG! im just hoping we will get through this audition and perform on teacher's day. YEAHHH! i will make a acoustic cover with NURUL AMIRAH; Mia .
hahahah ! cant wait laaa sehh ! will be covering hey soul sister by train .
as usual , its mia whose gonna sing while im playing guitar . (:
miaa , hoping that we will do better than the others . bole kn mia !?
heheh . alrite , need sum rest now . still need to prepare for tmr audition .
you goo TYD !! hahah (:
bye all . (:

Mummy .

2010-07-26T20:45:00.003+08:00

hey there (:

see the picture up there ? its mum . my pillar of strength .
she is the one who gives me hope & strength to go on in life .
thanks for everything mum . (:

today school was okay . i enjoy today's day !
i enjoy the time when i was on my way to school .. get wet because of raining .
was playing in the rain with aqilah , sue & afiq . but end up afiq share the same umbrella with sue while me & aqilah walk in the rain . haha (:
fun ! sweet couple uh sue & afiq tadi .. hahaha !
weell now , getting cold . haahh ! suspect kuat , conferm demam ! hahah :D
gayrekgayrek .. ((:
after school , went to eat KFC at woodlands central .
teeeeheee (:
fun walaupon skejappp .. hahah !
enjoy every moment with sue , semot , aqilah & iqbal .
saddd that afiq was not with us due to his band rehearsal ..
nehhmind my dear , next time okay ? heheh !
after that went home ..
once reach home , i look at mum .. i thought mum would say something or even smile to me .. but no . how sad i am to see mum's reaction once she see me .. she straight away went inside her room and get changed to go work ..
looking at mum reaction , makes me cry . i quietly sit inside my room crying .
i heard mum complaining to dad about her pain in stomach ..
i feel so guilty !! haishh ... tears keep rolling down my cheeks .. :'(
what should i do now ?
haissshhhh ! im just hoping that mum is okay now at work ..

mum , ur are the most beautiful women i ever saw . all i am , i owe to you .
i tribute all the sucess in life to the moral , intellectual and physial education i received from you . no one in the world can ever take u in ur place or even replace u . now i know that , right or wrong from the view of point , u are always right .. mum is a never ending song in my heart of comfort , happiness & being. i may sumtimes forget the words but i will always remember the tune .. i love you mum (:

alright , till here . takecare ~

Sumpahh , you make me hate you !

2010-07-25T21:41:00.009+08:00

Why its always me who gonna get scolding from mum?

why not abang or kakak ? tak ke sial tuh name nye ?

siakk uh .. stakat bende kecik sia , mama nk biseng biseng nan akuh ..

da biseng tuh tak pasal uh , tkya nk maki maki uh ..

i know uh , im not a perfect child for you . Kakak & abang is more better than me right ?

you always says that , aku niey anak tak guna laa , bodoh laa . pelajaran tak pandai laaa .

kalau kauu pandai sgt than , replace me uh . kauu gy belaja while aku dudok uma .

bebual tak masok akal siak ..
mum , you keep repeating saying " kauu memang pompan sial la , perangai same mcm pompan sial pat luar tuh sume!"

fine uh .. anak takkan jadi sial kalau maknye seorang yg sial !

perangai samerh mcm mak kauu tuh !

asyik bebual bende yg same jerh . naseb baek akuh respect , kalau takk .. mati kauu, akuh bahase kn !

benci siaa , asyik bebual pasal past akuh jerh .

ayy mum , wat past is always a past . u cant rewind back the past .

yelaaa , kauu mane pandang budak jahat mcm aku kn ? bdk yg selalu menyusahkn kauu .

betol tak ?

kalau nk sgt akuh jadi mcm yg dulu , im fine with it (:

sbb , akuh prefer hidop yg lame dr skrg ! get that ?!

you may hate me , i know .. sebab , anak kesayangan kauu kn aderh .

die bole jage kauu paaah . he can give yyou all his love , money & care . betol tak ?

but think back uh .. sape yg jage kauu maseh kauu masok hospital ? sape yg kasi kauu duit bile kauu susah ? sape yg ade pat sisi kauu bile kauu menanges & need sumone ? akuhh perh !

itu pon tak penah nk hargai ! dengan perangai gyniey , jgn harap uh akuh nk gy layan kauu .

kalauu kau benci aku sangat sangat , den i promise you that i will go out from this house .

kauu mane perlu kn aku lagy . anak lelaki yg kauu sayang sangat sangat , yg kauu angkat dan junjung tinggi kn adehr . die bole tolong kauu . i prefer staying with my aunty or rather than staying here .. PECAH otak dudok sini !

you may never feel or understand my feelings . all you know is just shout , scold & hit me .

im sick and tired of all this . its killing me ! why cant you just understand my feelings for even once ? you know how much i care for you even sumtimes you make me hate you ?

i've been crying for you all this while .. you know that ? even youu , urself dont care abt me .

kauu asyik penting kn anak lelaki kauu je . padahal die tak pena penting kan kauu .

i know who i am to you .. i've always been there for you , but what about ur other children ?

were they there for you when you need them ? still remember , you scold me infront of the public ? when you force me to go to see my lawyer about the money ?

duit peyh pasal laa kauu marah akuh dgn org ramai . and sumore im having high fever .

saket saket pon aku sanggop uh dgr kate kauu . lepas da marah aku dpn org ramai , kauu tggl kn akuh . u took away my wallet & handphone . and i left with nothing !

naseb baek siang2 akuh da seal duit dlm pocket . and after that , you went home & left me there . tak ke sial tuh ?

its lucky that , papa fetch me . i wont forget abt this.

depan org boley uh kauu step baek tapy disebalik nye org tak tawuh perangai sebenar kau .

asshole . sick & tired , crying for u mum . and i know u wont change .

thanks for everything .

P.S: i love you mum .. even if you're making me to hate you . =(

Awesome Day !

2010-07-24T23:35:00.008+08:00

Hell0 My Dear Readers ! (:

Today is saturday . so , as usually , we go out .
but today i went out wif besfriend , Afiq & gerlfriend , Nazirah .
supposed to meet at bns at 3.30 . but end up meeting at 4 .
aqilahh was supposed to follow us , but due to some problems , so yeaahhh ..
First thing , went to city hall .. Eat SAKURA ! :D
it's all on me (:
after that , went to peninsula . look around ..
I saw one guitar ! Lawaaaarr laaaa siol ! i wanna buy it next month ! heeeeehhheee (:
after walk around , beli baju pat M.O.C !
laaawaa laa seh .. haha . it cost $39 . worth it laa eh . okayyy laa tuh .
after that , walk around again ... then slack ! the best part is . today preNational Day Parade was AWESOME !! I like ! especially the fireworks ! hahaha , sempat tengok ehh ! hahah (:
lol . after that we go home (:

To my Precious Nurul Aqilah ;
Kauu tkmuh sad sad kay ? i understand how you feel . No worries laa ehk ?
there's still other days that we can go out together .. kauu sabar jerh kay ?
biar ape mak kauu nk ckp, dengar kn je . nnti bile die penat conferm senyap nye .
HAAH ! youu know , sad to know that you are not following , last min lagy !
tapy tkper , i understand ur situation right now . ur mum & my mum is the same .
boleh dudok satu rumah lempar bomb ! hahah ! * siak uh lala ! *
daaaalaaa qeilahh , kauu releks jela . makk kauu nk sumpah kau , biarkn jerh .
mak mane yg tak syg anak ? mak yg tak syg anak jerh yg nk sumpah anak tk selamat sume ..
ur mum conferm take back her words . takkan die sanggup kn nk tgk anak die merane ?
andd please my dear , jgn kluar dr uma tuh . kalau nk lari , dtg uma akuh . everything here is open for you (:
haaha (:
tkmuh stress tau . gelang dgn rantai bole beli yg baru nye !
hahaha .. busok mane atau jahat mane pon makk kauu , she is still ur mum kay?
chill gerl .. anything u nid sumone to talk to , mxg akuh kay ? im here for you . takecare my BbyP (:

Untuk seseorang yg disayangi ;
Im sorry if im giving you the late answer .. i still need time to think ..
im not sure .. i dont know how to say laaa actually ..
im scared to get into a relationship becuase i dun wan to be hurt anymore . its enough of getting hurt .
i dunn wan to get hurt by someone whom i love & give him full of my heart & end up getting hurt . its really hurtful you know .. i just need some time to think.
its been almost all the time being with sumone whom i love , they hurt me so badly .
i hoping that you will understand me (:
just give me some time to think all over again .
thanks (:

all right , till here . im off to sleep (:
bye , takecare :D

Randoms ! ((:

2010-07-23T00:15:00.004+08:00

Heyloooo Readers !

weeeeell , today didnt attend school . Sick , lazy & injured my leg .
yesterday was Racial Harmony Day & North-Zone Carnival .
its really an unlucky day . like sial !
Racial harmony Day , akuh tak semangat naqq py pakai baju traditional cause its was a busy day yesterday . I have so many events to attend to , so i feel like it was a waste of time wearing traditional clothes . On that day itself , we had P.E lesson . but those P.E lesson become photo taking lesson . we spent those 30 mins taking pictures (:
Sume hyper siak .. LOL ! hadd a great time with my classmates .
heeeehheee ! at around 1.30 during PS lesson , me & the others who are going for carnival are released ! we're like " YEAAAAHHH! GAYREEKKK! " hahah !
get changed .. took a transport to Riverside sec .. reach there around 2.15 .
when we reach there only , the event has already started .. BORINGGGG Siol !
my team get to play basketball & human soccer . while the other went or storytelling & other sports like frisbee & human soccer as well ... i was suppose to go for storytelling , how lucky i am , Cikgu Shidah changed me into sports (:
hahah ! gayrekk ! naseb tak kene storytelling , kalau takkk ... org2 conferm tdo . :D
i hate playing human soccer with this school , dunnoe what's the school name ! HAHAH !
in each group , there is mixed of boys & girls .. then there's this one girl . easy say , dunnoe how to play soccer , keep kicking my leg !! mcm budak bodoh pat situ , org tendang bola , die tendang kaki akuh! SELENGER BIN BODOH ! kalau sekali atau dua tkper jugak .. niey five to six times sia .. feel like punching her face ! *HAKDUSSHHH !*
nowww , my legg swollen .. she gonna be responsible for my leg! MWHAHAHAH ! see yaa in ur dream ! hahah ! FAKE siaaa LALA ! :DD
after that carnival , when slackking at fushan garden with junwei , azmi , ahlina , zaki & naz .
reachh home ard 6 plus i think . reach home only , SLEEP ! :D
hahah !

Lets talk abt today . currently chatting with Crow & BbyP (aqilah) .
just went slackking with bestfriend , afiq . GAYYREKK ! record some song that i sing with afiq .
thanks bestfriend for making me smile (:
anw , Aqilahhh , SUMPAH kauu cute ! takk tipu :P
kalauu kauu tak cute , takan laa aderh org suke & kate kauu cute kn ? betol taq ?
EHEEEMMM ! *keep it to urself aqilah*
hahahha (:
tkmoooo actionnn sehhh aqilaahh , favour uh . JANGAN JUAL MAHAL !
hahah ! anw , akuh nk say Thanks for being there with me when i need you bbyP .
thanks uhh . sayang kauu many2 ..
BTW , JANGAN HARAP KAUU BULEYHH DAPAT WAWA ATAU SHANKY !!
TAKKAN DAPAT ! SHANKY akuh nye ! hahah . wawa akuh tak tawuh sape nye ..
hahah ! DREAM ON girl . :DD
lepas niey , kauu nk flood akuh peyh blog , flood laa . i dont care (:
i will flood your too ! hahah ..
actually i wanted to upload a video recorded of me singing with afiq .. tapi lambat uh . so takecare sudaahh ! hahah .

Kay uhh my beloved readers , update again soon ! BYE ~

I enjoy my day today ! ((;

2010-07-20T23:14:00.013+08:00

Hey ! HELLO readers ((;

weeell , just come back from causeway point .

went to watch movie with aqilah , iqbal & zann . (:

movie called The Blood Pledge .

today schooool was FUN ! yeaaaa ! && i like rainy day ! haha .

today ms wang was not in schoool . in class do worksheet only .

last period , MT . gayreeeekkk siol ! we were having lots of fun in class .

doin the 'Bulan Bahasa' thingy . the others all make songs . except for me & haikalJilly .

buwat pantun dokk .. haha . lagu-lagu yg dorg buwat sume kekek siak .
mcm mcm lagu aderh . eg are : ayat-ayat cinta , if you're happy and you know , you clap your hands , chan mali chan & mcm lagi uh . haha (:

after all , had a great time in school today .

now , lets talk about the movie ! weeeell , the movie is not bad actually .

gayrek jugak .. tapy seramm siaaaa ! i was with aqilah all the way . share the same sweater . haha . takot peh pasal , laaalaa py pelok aqilah ! haha . aqilah pon not bad jugak ehh , dierh pon takot .. haha . i hate the shocking part ! me & aqilah almost shout at every shocking scene . yg paling sial , the sound ! hahha , menakotkan ! sampai cover muke dgn sweater . HAAAAHA !

iqbal & zann chill jerh sia pat tepi . but i know , dorg pon takot jugak at some scene ..

i still remembe rthe part in the movie when they say " we know each other well & we love each other as a bestfriends. we promise to die together . if any of us break the promise, will be cursed to die."

HAHA ! mcm cool gytu kn .. Jump down together ! mcm nk try gytu ! hahaha .

Qeilah , jom uh kite try . hahha , sial jerh .. "im not afraid anymore after she wants to accompany me."

haahah ! ((;

after that , went to meet nazirah infront of timezone .. go slack for awhile den go home (:

Sweeet Brother & Sister (:

Lala & Naz

Naz & Aqilah

Iqbal & Zann

Thats all for today . Bye ~

Enjoying Myself ((:

2010-07-19T23:47:00.004+08:00

HELLO ! ;D

yeaaa ! just finishhh reading the novel i've just borrowed last two days !
cepaaaat eyhh ? not bad actually the story (:
title nyer : Vila Amira Syakila .

crite niey kn .. pasal seorang penulis that went to this village called Kampung Suria Jingga , an old village (:
wanna know the story more ? ask me instead okay ! HAHA !
kaayyy daaa . im damn boring ! anyone , on the phone with me ?
laaalaaa mendakkk la !
currently chatting with BARNEY ! and2 watching teeevee . crite Seniman Bujang Lapok .
gaaayreeekk siol . critee kekek siaaa ! HAHAHAHAH !
laughing non stop watching this story .. Dad keep on saying " kauu da gyler ehh adek ? dari tady ketawe . "
siiaaaaakkk ! hahahah ! ygg best nyer part .. " pak mat tempe kena langgar dengan motorcar !"
HAAHAAH ! seerrrrtuuupiiiddd sia !
after all , im enjoying myself watching this while eating some strawberries (:
hahah (:

alrite reader , update again soon (:
Bye ! Takecare ! :D

BlaBlaBla ~

2010-07-19T18:34:00.002+08:00

Yaww readers !

weell , today was the first day of school , for the week ..
i was late for school today ! haha . naseb tak kene RTU ..
reach school , rush to the hall .
i hate the part , once i reach hall ... MS WANG start lecture me !
like WTF ? pagy pagy masok skola je da nk bebel siak ...
haiyohh ! the assembly today was quite fun & funny ...
not badd at all ! haha ;D
had a great laugh with Naz , Haikal , Sulaihah , Iqbal , Amirul .
hahaha .. they was talking abt the racial harmony thingy .
in class was damn boring .. as usual , sleep ! haha . but not all lesson . only certain lesson ajerh ! when it comes to recess , FUCKED UP siol !
baruhh nk sound tuh budak kecyk ! muke jerh cute .. perangaii sialan !
nk bustard bestfriend akuh pon tak agak-agak . abeyh muke step blur . da contact nan goblin buwat hal contact jerh uh . tkya buwat muke bodoh kauu ehhk ? thanks uh .
naseb naz & gang sume tahan lala . kalau tak conferm nanges nye tuh budak ..
thanks uh naz sebab tahan akuh tadi ! hahahah !
after school , got lesson until 3 at AVA . do stupid essay .
hahah . aft that , go CWP , banquet .
i saw BARNEY & his friends ! hahaahaha .. MALU siaaa !
hahaha . aft go banquet , go library jap . teman aqilah antar buku ..
and2 , THANKS BARNEY for sending me home ((:
appreciate it ! :D

my dearest bestfriend ; Mohammad Afiq Alif !
chill up kay ? pompan mcm gytu tak patot dilayan .. buwat bodoh suaaa .
muke jerh cute! da tergyler gyler kn afiq abe atlast die ckp she only treat you like a brother .
perangai sialan siak ! bodoh peyh pompann .. daaa uhh afiq , pompan belambak lagy pat luar tuh . mcm2 aderh . nk bapok pon aderh ! hahah ! :D
kay , laa tawuh laa lame ! hahah ! ((:
just cheer up kay ? apape pon , im still here for you okay bestfriend ?

kay uh readers , takecare ! :D

No Mood .

2010-07-09T23:29:00.004+08:00

Hey readers .

i cant sleep right now even if im forcing myself to sleep ..
i dont know why suddenly , i miss my past .
im feeling down , sad & disappointed .
i miss my old family .. why must all this happen ?
currently talking to aqilah , sharing this with her , crying ..
i cant bear looking my mum suffering with all this problems around her .
i dun wan mum & dad to separate apart .. i just want them to know that i love both of them .
i just wish that they understand how i feel ..

cant bear looking at my mum crying over about my dad ..
i wish , i could be in her shoes going through all this rather than seeing her suffering ..
im happy if only you are happy .
everytime when i see you cry , i feel hurt .
i know how you feel . all you want now is just us ..
u need us , your children ..

now , everything in my life change .. sume buwat hal maseng2 ..
everyone in this family are in their own world ..
everyone just dont care about my feelings .. im the one who supposed to take care of ur feelings . im hoping that mum will get well soon from her sickness . i promise to takecare of u . i only want our past . the times that we spent our time together . a happy family . sharing everything together . going through those up and down together without giving up .

aqilahh , thanks uh for everything . thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to .
sowiey uh kalau akuh ganggu kau malam malam gyniey .. i just dunno who to talk to . tibe tibe jeh uh akuh teringatkn abt this . u know kn what im going through right now ? sure u know how i feel . thanks uh . promise wont cry anymore , insyaAllah . (:

kay readers . im totally down right now . will update some other time .

((:

2010-07-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

Heylo love (:

sorry , kalau blog mati . busy laa now adays . busy with activities & studies .
errm , currently web-caming with Semot and chatting with BARNEY ! HAHAH !
ayy barney , if you read this , tkmuh marah ehh ! teehee (:

Tomorrow is my twinney birthday or so called Bestfriend , Siti Sulaihah .
Happy Birthday in advance twinney ! may u had great day tmr !
SAYANGG KAUU MANY MANY ! ((:
cant wait for tmr , hopefully you can go out .. if not , wasted sehh ..
hmm .. btw , kauu sabar kay ? i know u have been going through those up and down with haicurl and end up both of you separated .. im sad for youu also , you know .
i know you are upset right now .. sabar kay ? be strong . i understand how you feel .
cheer up . ((:

now , change topic . nnty kalau sue bace , conferm nanges ! haha (:
tomorrow , saturday . adehr karangan competition. tak suke laa .
kene bangun siang siang . tak sukeee :(
baru nk bgn laambat ! tsk .
hiayohh .. nehmind laaa . i also wanna try in this competition .
mcm best gytu kn .. hahah !
hopefully it goes well tmr . heheheh ! ((:
kay laa , till here ..
ayy barney ! kalau boring , call me uhs . HAHAH !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Siti Sulaihah , in ADVANCE . ((:
bye readers ~
takecare ~

SICK SICK SICK !

2010-05-31T20:13:00.005+08:00

Hello love (:

im down with a flu & fever . damn ! my temperature is 39.4 . haiyoh . hoping to get well soon or else i cannot go out ! haiyoh . i've been sitting at home for the the past three days . mendakk siol . and now , still coughing & shivering of cold . how i wish i would enjoy my holidays with friends right now rather than staying at home . even just now i could not follow hyqal & friends out to jamm as mum dont allow me to go out until i get well . how i wish i could follow them , akuh pon nk py jamming dgn korang ! sowiey guys , i cant follow you all . next time lala ikot kay ? heheh .

now , i miss my bestfriend . Muhammed Afiq Alif . He went to obs already sehh . 5 days pulak tuh . da takde org nk layan lala . haiyoh . just hoping that he will enjoy & having fun at obs . huhuhu ! lala rindu kamuhh dohh ! takperh laa , its okay if he's not here to entertain me . SulaihahDEAREST maseh ade ! btol takk bbhy ? hahah . fake urh gerl . ayy gerl , tkmo gadoh gadoh dgn haicurl tauu ! you know , he loves you so very much ! he wanted you to be with him forever . he care for you , he love you & its only youu that he wanted always . so treasure every minute with him tauu ! dont make him down .. once he give up , everything around him , he will ignore . trust me . okay bbhy ? heheh .. (:

now back to topic .. why the rumours havent end ehh ? tired & sick of everything siiaa ! i thought it would end , tapy tak ! chibai ! ahsal korg sebok sangat urh ? kalau korang rase korang bagos sangat , then go ask him ! akuh tak tawuh pape .. haishh . really SICK & TIRED OF EVERYTHING !!!!!! everyday aderh jerh orang tanye the same ''question'' ! tak penat ke korang tanye ? atauu pon sengaje nk saketkn hatiku ? tak berhati perot langsung urh korang niey . only an idiotic person would be asking the same question repeatedly . STUPID ! BODOH ! very sickening siaa . haish .

kay laaa love , thats all . takecare !

Happy Mother's Day !

2010-05-09T17:22:00.003+08:00

hey guys ..
its been a long time since i updated my blog !
haahs . busyy lerr .
ermm , wanna wish my mum and only mum , Happy Mothers Day .
i hope she likes the gift that i give to her ..
its takes a long time to find that dress ! ((:
its worth it anyway !

Let's talk more ! haahs .
Life is just like the way it was .
there is some ups & downs .
jyeahh , so have to face it even if i dun wan to ..

yesterday , went to bugis with sue.
meet up with her ard 3 .
as uasual , she will be late .
waited for her for 15 mins ..
go there by bus ((:
it was jam and stucked in the expressway for abt 30 mins !
hate it ! it was so cold inside the bus as it was raining heavily ..
haiyohh.
reach bugis ard 4.50 ? i think .
first thing when we reach bugis , we straight go to the TOILET ! hahahs.
den eat long john silver .. *YUMYUM*
after that go arab street , buy things .
before i forget , we meet abg aryy with friends there .
kecohh siol ! haahs .
search for mum mothers day present .
walk all around arab street ..
bought many things ! ((;
saw a dress , and its nice (:
so we bought it at $25 , especially for mum..
after that walk around again . jalan-jalan cari pasal .
heehs . at ard 8 , abg and friends went off to sumwhere else .
soo i went back home with sue ..
at around 9 , HOME SWEET HOME ! :D

I think , thats the end .

2010-01-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

heyy people ..
alright , let talk ! haahs ..
errmm , currently feeling down right now ..
i mishh him so muchh ! im sorry for ending this relationship with youu .
i think its the best for us ..
the longer it was , the longer im hurting you .
i know , i've never been the best to youu all this while ..
im sorry for what i've done to youu since the day we met ..
eventhough there's nothing between us anymore , but we still can be friends right?
every moment spend with youu is the best moments i have with youu ..
im really sorry ..
i wish i could not end this relationship , but sumhow , i cant take it any longer ..
im really sorry ..
i just wan the best from youu after this ..
the promise i've made with youu just a moment ago , i will not break it .
I PROMISE ! ((:
alright beb , take care of yourself . (:

Tiredd !

2010-01-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

hello ((:

tiredd ! Floorball training was like -.-
penat gylerr siol .
after training went woodlands lame ! meet papa , mama & yahya .
gy mkn .. SEDAPP !
haahs , thanks for the treat pa ! ((:
after eat , bought yahya soccer boots !
beylo la kauu adekk ! i got my soccer book tanak gunekn ! PANTAT !
after bought soccer boots , went SS .. bought things .
Saw Fadhli . haahs ((:
kental siaa lu boi ! Darh SOMBONG! nmpk org pon tanak tegur !
haahs . yahya tegur baru nk senyum ! SOMBONG !
((:
after that went home ((:
anyw yahya , went you read my blog , tagged aye ! jgn DIAM !

GerlFriends Out ! ((:

2009-12-17T16:26:00.007+08:00

Heyyo people ! yesterday was quite fun .. went out with iteng & naz .
its been so long since we went out together .. ((:
naseb akuh ajak kluar , kalauu tak , tak dpt jmp laqh kyter agaknyer (:
hahaha . meet at bns at 3 , by right meet at 2.30 .. haahs .
adib was with us for awhile only . after that he went work .. first place , we went bugis .
beyh mendakk pey pasal kyter py esplanade .. jalan2 pat marina square . plan nk maen bowling .. beyh tak jady sebab ramai org .. so since sume org nga lapar , kyter gy mkn pat dhoby ghaut .
mkn pastamania .. hahah . we spend about nearly $50 siol .. haha , the treat is on me((:
haha .. sampai sane jek , iteng nk mkn beef bolognese den naz nk mkn chicken bolognese .
so akuh take chicken spicy (: SEDAPP DOHH ! =D
abey ader la satu pekerje niey , die yg serve kyter makanan ! die kasi iteng chicken bolognese , dhen kasi naz beef bolognese . byler kyter tanye , he say that 'chicken bolognese was BEEF BOLOGNESE'. Beyhlo sakk tuh anakk ! keje da brape lame pon maseh tak tawuh beza kn beef & chicken bolognese . wanna know who's that person ? its ADIBSUFYAN. haha .
dhen lepas mkn kyter order chicken & mushroom pizza plakk .. Sedapp siol ! haha
lepas mkn , kyter gy jalan2 pat dhoby ghaut & orchard .. ard 8 plus kyter blekk(:
dhen sampai woodlands , gy pasar mlm japp beli kn mama mkn. reach home ard 9 plus.
so its an enjoying day yesterday ! =DD

that the only post for yesterday (:

Missingg Youhh People !

2009-12-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

Hello people !
Im backk like before , just busy these few days . busy with cca ..
errmm , feeling down these few days ..
ohh , people .. i just hope u're in my shoes and would feel how i feel ..
i feel damn down ! and furthermore , get frustrated when coach scolded me on the floorball girls . MOTHERFUCK ! Takley take it siaa .. once the school reopens , get ready urh u people to be scolded by me ! M.I.A again , u're gonna get it from me !
Cant wait to sack more people from floorball ! haiyohh , wait urh people .. wait for school reopens . haahaha ! i mean my words ..
lucky today got no cca , can have a rest .. i cant wait for the girls outing with coach ..
get new stick & treat from coach ! conferm gerekk ! haha ..

right now , i miss so many people ..
i miss my bestfriends .
i miss my cousins .
i miss my dearest .
i miss my classmates 09 .
i miss everyone ! ):
eventhough , i may be hating youhh , but i miss youh too ! no joke ..
youh help me when im in need , thanks FOTE . i appreciate all ur doings .
haisshhh , how are all these people doing ? i just hope they are fine ..
tomorrow is Kurniawan's 14 birthday . Happy Birthday Friend . (:
errmm , i cant wait on the 16 December ! on holiday beb ! cant wait to go to CAMERON ! hahhaa . surely fun !
eyh people i miss , do contact me .. or ask me out ! surely , im free for youu people ! :D
hahahaha ..

for Sufiey , if youu read my blog right now , i just wanna say sorry .. i dun wanna lose a friend like you . know what ? i miss you . i wanna go up to your house , but then im scared if youu dont wanna see me .. my fault for saying that to youu that day . but , im fighting for my right only . PLEASE sufiey , im sorry .. youu may hate me or wat so ever , but after all you still treat me as ur friend rite ? come on friend , i know u since im 4 years old .. i know you wont let me down .. i know u very well ..
haishh , but then , its upp to you to forgive me or not .. im still waiting for your message . (:

for adibsufyan , im sorry for my harsh words to youhh .. i know im not good to you all this while .. hmm , really sowiey .. know what ? i miss those past tymes with youhh .
i just dont know what's really happening in our realtionship .
You and I both in love. Just like the stars that sparks above. And we say this everyday. I love you dear, come what may. You caught my heart I just can't believe. Happy thoughts and smiles you always give. And I love you word is what i wanted to hear. Never let me go for you are my greatest fear. You hold my hand and I grip it so tight. Just like the stars that sparkling tonight. For you are my darling and what I adore. And now this dying heart just suddenly restore. All the worries just fades away. All I ever think about is for you to stay. Having you in this world can feel no regrets. Falling in love with you is the best memory i can never forget. I just hope your love towards me will never change. Iloveyou dearest.

all right people , till here i will write ., take care people =DD
apape PICET ! (:
errm , Sufiey , i'll be waiting for ur message teman .. (:

Happy Birthday Nurul Haziqah Hisham !

2009-11-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Nurul Haziqah !
hope all ur wishes come true :D
take care of urself aye teman , jgn noty2 lagy .. da 14 years old tauuw ..
you're now a grown upp girl okehh ?
sowiey , akuh takde present nk kasihh pat kauuw .. hehe
nnty kyte klur keh ? kyte celebrate ur belated birthday .. hehe .
wait akuh peyh gaji aite ? haha .. all the best for all ur doings ..
take care ! saaayyyyaaaannnngggg kamuuuhhh ! (:
once again , happy birthday (:

mummyy <3

2009-11-10T20:54:00.004+08:00

mummy waas back from hospital on sunday , but dhen went back again yesterday ! :(
haishhh .. mother sickness got from bad to worst . i pity her so muchh ..
yesterday , she fainted at home and we called the ambulance ! terperanjat dohhH !
akuh da kat tepi da nanges2 .. sway sakk smlm! lepas satu problem , another problem datang ! haishh .. mummy , i'll pray for the best of youuuhh ! get well soon ! tkmo pakai oxygen lagy . icant bear looking at youuh in the hospital . i want youu to come back home , i'll promise to take good cae of youu .. yesterday went to TTS hospital , mum was in the emergency ward .
akuh takot gyler siol , all i do was pray the best for mum .. waited till till morning . reach home at 7 am .. den i didnt go hockey . haiyohhh .. currently in the hospital now , taking care of mum ..
thanks for visiting my mum naz & afiq . (:
now , i heard that my grandfather passed away ! hayohh ! true or not siia ?
atok abas meninggal ?
walanney , lepas satu-satu lurqh ..
haishhh ! if its true that atok abas pass away , i'll pray for the best of youuh!
hayohhH ! kepale pening lurqh dehh pikir2 pasal niey sume !
hayohh !
no mood to update anymore . take care readers ! :D

Mummy<33

2009-11-07T13:52:00.001+08:00

Mum .. get well soon aye ? i pray for youu .. haishh !
u should be discharged by yesterday , but dhen ur sickness are still getting worse .. be strong mother !
we'll support youu and give all our hopes to youu ..
we'll sacrifice anything for youu as long as youu are still here . (:
haishh .. byler abg daa balekk ruma , mama plakk masok hospital ..
hayohhh , ruma sunyi seyh tanpe korang ..
i didnt hear your jokes , laughter & voice ..
i miss everything about my family .. whyy suddenly everyone change?
haishh .. now , abg ary , a GUARDS man . be strong bro (:
everything will be fine .. mama mishh youu alot yooouuu know !
now you're back home , mama will definitely be happy ..
tapyy , too bad lurqh , she's in the hospital . cobaan ..
she cant go to your camp on that day as she was very very sickk ..
she even wanted the nurse to send her there to see youu but they dont allow her .. she felt really disappointed that she would not see youu on your POP day . haishh ! currently now in the hospital taking care of mama ..
get well soon mum (:
iloveyousomuch !
be strong ! :D

Happy 1 year anniversary .

2009-10-26T19:33:00.004+08:00

hey dear ! happy 1 year anniversary . cepat kan mase berlalu?
haahs . errrmmmm , thanks for everything ..
thanks for changingg me into a better one .. thanks for the love u gave to me .
thanks for being there whenever i need you . thanks for taking care of me .
and and , thanks for loving me (:
haahs . walaupon tady kiter cume jumpe jekk , it a nice tyme spending with you .
sempat lagy gy jamming , thanks curl for the treat (:
dear , i have a great tyme spending with you for the past 12 months .
im glad to have you in my life . eventhough we spend those good and bad tyme together , we still go on with our relationship . i will always remember those sweet memories we spend together . those tyme are just sweet . remember this dear , iloveyousomuch !
i just hope our relationship will last forever .. thanks dear for everything .
iloveyousomuch .

When we first fell in love I thought that nothing could compare. To the magical romance That you and I had come to share. But as time passed, feelings deepened, and our closeness grew .The romance turned into a real and lasting love with you. You care for me in all the ways I want and need so much. I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness with every word and touch. I know I can depend on you for support and honesty, that patient understanding that you always give to me. There’s a special kind of happiness that only love can bring, and I’ve found that happiness with you. You are my everything ! Iloveyou .

;Happy 1 year anniversary AdibSufyan .

Abg Ary , i miss you . ):

2009-10-23T19:38:00.003+08:00

See that pic there? its my bro , ary .
i miss him alot . its been along tyme since i saw hym . be home fast aye?
we miss you . i keep on thinking day and night , how are u doing in ur camp?
are all the things fine there , have you eaten ? everything of youu was playing on my mind .. i swear , i miss you . eventhough , some of tis days , when u were home , i've always fought with you . i'v not been the best sister to you , but i promise you , i'll be good one day . i love you bro ! like i promise that i will study hard and prove to you that i can pass , and its all proven ! i've pass all my exams . thanks to yours prayers . i appreciate all your kindness towards me .
if you read my blog , do tagged . and remember ? we use to go out together ..
having lunch together .. share our secrets together . haahs ! i always remember those parts . haahs . you will always say to me this " dont let mama know abt this " haha . and remember , we ate at secret recipe ? haahs . we just eat a slice of hot fudge cake . u treat me (: haahs . sweet memories we have .
i just dun believe that you will be going to brunei this december , if im not wrong? mum told me that u will be going for like abt , 6 months or 1 year?
its been long tyme since we go out together . and thanks for buying me a t-shirt . appreciate that (:
hayohhh , come back soon brother . i miss all your jokes .
i try to contact you these days , but i cannot get through ...
i'll be waiting for your call .. take care of yourself ..
iloveyou . (:

guitar-ing .

2009-10-22T12:26:00.003+08:00

hello people ..
currently guitar-ing ..
mendakk beb .

covering many songs .
: unbelievable
check yes juliet
pieces
still waiting & more songs !
haahs ,

today , haikal & sue anni (:
haahs . happy anniversary kowg !
last long2 kowg !

jap agy naq klur , buwat ezlink , yeahh
haahs . (:
kluqh , update later . take care !

Classmate gathering .

2009-10-17T11:34:00.004+08:00

hello people .

just came back from open house at mr roslan house . quite fun .

meet all my old classmates . haahs . misshhh them alot lurqh .

atlast , the 'bestfriends' meet up. kecoh-kecoh lurqh tady . heehs !

lets see , just now Hanafi , Haifah , Farain & Mushafi ade .. SUMPAH Mushafi beylo ..

hayohhh . because of him akuh blekk lmbt ! haahs . cume yg ade kyter 5 ajekk ..

tapi da funn . yg sedeyh nyer , zuhairah , elisa & nina waas not around with us .

hayoohhh . MISHH KOWANG LUQH !

reach there around 3 plus . dtg jekk , mkn ! haahs ..

den bebual2 dgn cikgu .. talk abt our secondary school life .. & our primary school life that we miss alot . haaahs ! den afterr that , around 5 plus going to 6 we go bck .

before that , kyter sempat gy west mall jap . jln2 & beli barang .

haahs .. kecohh2 .

cant wait for november ! our classmates outing !

confermm best ! haahs . lets end our talk here .

yesterday ; saturday . working day .

masok keje kol 2.30.

dhen kene buwat basin .

haishh . lecehh siol .. dh ard 3 plus , i saw naz & eqah .

haahs . shock siol . haahs ..

dhen kene buwat fries .

before that , breakk .. makan fillet o fish set ! sedappp dokkk !\

tapy jelakk uhh , asyik mkn mcdonald jekk .. haahs .

dhen kacau2 khalia .. haahs .

mase nga break , my friend , ramadhan ...

NOSE BLEEDING ! haahs .

keciian delo . hoho . khalia sempat ubat kn dieq ..

tapy tuh pon salahh .. taq gune ! haahs .. giniey mcm taqley ubatkn esann luqh kn ?

haahs . bebual yeye .. "bole jady nurse , nnty bole jage esann biler dieq saket ."

haahs .. mcm paham ! anu ramadhan jekk da taq betol ! dpt tawuh letak ice pat tekak pe ..

bkn pat hidung . haaahs ! kecoh . dhen sempat plakk tuh amek gmb . haahs .

See that pic ? haahs , kecoh- kecoh .

khalia sempat pose plakk tuh ! haahs .

after that , continue working . keciian khalia .

asyik kene kacauuw dgn akuh jekk !

haahs. tuh la , kacau org lagy . padan muke !

haahs . dhen finish work ard 10.15 pm.

mintak khalia buwatkn double chocolate , SEEEEDDDDAAAAAPPPPP ! :D

haahs . thanks khalia ! (:

hahs , klurqh people . till here . take care !

Saturday !

2009-10-11T13:02:00.002+08:00

hello people .

Yesterday was a boring day !

mendakk sakk!

bangon pagy , beyh hujan !

nakk klur pon taq jady ! hayohhhh .

dhen adib dtg pagy2 bute .

kacau org peyh tdo jekk ! sebok !

hahahah . fake !

dhen tgk movie pat uma , crite THE DOLL MASTER .

seram siol . kakak ct sampai terpekik2 .

hahaha ! BODOH ! kental beb lu .

hahas .

dhen tron bwh blok dye kn rambot haikal & adib .

haikal da mcm matrep !

haahs .

adib rambot taq nmpk sgt .

too bad lorr , rambot awkk tuh natural black .

hahas .

dhen mlm slack uma sue smpai tertdo .

dhen go home at 10 plus .

reach home ard 11 .

currently , updating facebook & tagged .

haahs . mendakk siol . lets end the talk here.

to my dearest adib sufyann bin asnawi ;

eyh pantat ! lagy 16 days jekk to our one year .

and remember this , anything can happen between this dates .

and make sure u dont break ur promises anymore .

yang lepas memang lepas tapy jgn nak ungkit tawuhh !

and2 , i noe i've not been the best girl for you .

but i tryy to be the best of all .

we shed tears & happiness together .

its hard to forget those memories .

and i love you .

i love you so muchh . u make my love change .

eventhough im not the girl u've known before , but im still suhailah

that u know for the past 12 months .

i wish that our relationship will grow longer than this .

iloveyousomuchh ! (:

Sweetest Drug , EVER

Kecoh-Kecoh Raye ! (:

2009-09-27T09:29:00.001+08:00

Friday ,

in school ;

wake up late . reach school at 9.55 am .

haha . by the tyme , its already RECESS !

hahahs.

have breakfast .

after recess when back to class .

almost late . LUCKY ms chen didnt ask me stay outside .

haahs .

eng lesson , ms chen show us a video abt ms singapore universe .

haahs .

english so lousy .

haahs .

history period , got test .

conferm fail .

haahs. after history , science !

got exam for final year .

lucky easy .

close one eye also can do .

haahs.after science , GO HOME !

before that , take ez-link card from mr singh .

stupiiiiidddd , azhari kena RTU .

haahs .wait for him at the porch .

at 2 pm den go home . wen home , got change .

get ready for 2n2 raye !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5F74FZfdSJY&feature=related

you may view the video from youtube .

haahs .

3.15 sharp ;

all of us gather at boots n shoes .

haahs.

prakash also follow !

haahs .

first house , WAN house .

KECOH-KECOH !

hahahs.

especially , hakeem & azhari.

haahs .

total of 10 houses we go ;

wan ,
wahidah,
haikal4T,
diana,
azhari,

hidayah,

afiq,

sulaihah,

taufik.

last per not least , our last house is Laiyinah house .

haahs .

at afiq house , eat lontong ! haahs .

SEEEEDAAAAAPPPPPP !

went back home at 11.45 pm

reach home around 12 am.haahs .(:

Teman - teman kecoh !

the Ladies .

Classmates .

Sue (:

Laiyinah(:

Amirullah(:

Taufik(:

Afiq(:

Azhari(:

wan (:

The fourth day of raya !

2009-09-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

Heylo people !

errmmm , tired lurqh seyh .
haahs . today the 4th day of raya .
haha . banyak collection teman teman ?
haha . share siket taw ! heehs .

lets talk abt first day raye ,
errmm , wake up at 9 in the morning .
first thing , watch teevee .
hahaha .
dhen take a bath .
i wore PINK this yr ! haha .
den ard 11.30 , klur uma .
gy uma atok !
haha . reach there , mkn ! ;D
after that ask for forgiveness from atok then go aunty house .
FUNFUNFUN !
having lots of fun dgn my cousins .
haha .
taq dpt upload pics uhh .
sume dlm camera .
taq sempat !
haha . sowiey !
dhen reach home ard 11 plus.
haha. thats all .

todays ;
reach sch at 7.30
masok class jekk , cikgu blg kene gy hall at 2.30 nanty .
prize giving . haha .
shock siol !
dapat top in malay !
woo ! first tyme siol .
haha .
taq caye sakk .
budak nakal mcm akuh pon boleyh dpt top eyh .
haha.
currently chatting with my cousin mirah and teman azmi & cyfulTTM .
haha .
see you around people !
takingg care ! ;D

Singapore Poly (:

2009-09-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

hello people !

wake up in the morning at 4.30 .
thanks my special fren for waking me up (:
eat breakfast .
dhen sleep back .
wake up at 8 plus to go for Puase Sungguh Power which was held at singapore poly .
currently at singpore poly now . waiting for BUKE !
yea ..
today was a tiring but exciting day !
eventhough mama keep on nagging at me on the fone still i continue my day !
sorry mummy for making u sad . i want my BAJU KURONG ! please buy for me !
iloveyousomuch mummy ! haha .
first game was : MURDERER !
it was quite funny . Halim SP keep on winking at me ! so he was the murderer after all !
the ends .
next up : ARCHERY !
funfunfun ! but must stand in a hot day in the middle of the field .
haishhh .. terbakar kulitkuhh ..
humphh !
next up: AMAZING RACE !
this is more tiring than the others .
humpph !
first station was at singapore poly sport complex .
dhen to Masjid Tentera Diraja .
hahah . keciian group fauzan sesat ! tulahh , confident sgt !
dhen to Buona Vista at Biopolis .
we were searching for shamira like hell !
tengahh puase lagy plakk tuh .
hahah .
dhen lepas tuh gy Masjid Muhajirin .
solat asar .
dhen continue our journey bck to SP .
taq sempat gy Nee Ann poly . ):
dhen now , tiring ! penatpenatpenat !
currently updating my blog .
haishh !
lepas niey buke ! yeaa !
lepas buke go back home .
dhen tat's the end of my journey today .

1 more days to go ..

2009-08-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

heylo people .

how are doing ?
haha .
well .. today was a boring day .
i swear !
naz was absent from sch .
and i was with afiq in sch all the way .
boring bodoh !
recess tyme , wan told me that he lost his wallet .
haiyo wan ! amcm lu peyh wallet buleyh hilang niiey ?
keciian deyh kamuh ..
dhen went searching for his wallet at science lab .
tapii taq jumpe !
keciian seyhh ..
aft that went into gym .
exercise siket !
kasi kuros !
hahahah !
boring gyler today .
haishh !

ade boiifey pon mcm takde .
haishh ..
taqpe2 .. i must bear with it .
i need more tyme on my own .
nehhmind .
i more days to go xiia !
i dunnoe wat to say when i see hym .
haishh .
i have a letter to give hym ..
should i give or keep it ?
will he read it or throw away ?
i dunno leii .
in my mind i kept on thinking if i can get back my trust like before .
lagy pon skrg da taq rapat seyhh .
haishh .
sume buwat hal maseng2 .
entahh luhh ..
otakk kuh blank uhh .
comment test pon coming .. i left with 5 days to my comment test .
stress ! i need someone to guide me like before .
haiyo !
STRESS ! STRESS ! STRESS !
currently , talking t a friend !
she's busy playing her guitar .
taq abes abes uhh kauu !
haha .
oklaa people .
takecare .

LalaBaby (:

Second day of puasa !

2009-08-23T16:32:00.000+08:00

heylo people !

its been a long time since ive updated .
nari second day of puase .
haha . mendakk uh .
currently chatting with Naz & Afiq .

lets talk abt yesterday . (:

first day of puase :

early in the morning woke up .
cant woke up . lucky there naz & afiq who wake me up .
hahah .
thanks (:
aft sahur , messaging with naz and afiq .
den went bck to sleep .
wake up at 12.
wait for afiq to come .
watch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak !
hahahah !
aft that BATH !
went to mosque .. dhen go cwp buy food .
dhen go back home !
at night go TERAWIH at An-nur .
haha . First tyme siol nmpk naz gy solat !
wooo !
haha .. no offence eyh naz ! haha
go with afiq , naz & fad .
aft that buy bubble tea dhen go home !
they went to my house !
hahah . KECOH satu rumah .
dhen send them back home .
haha . tats all .

today's :
wake up at 10.30.
wash toilet . take a BATH !
wait for dad to come home .
dhen sleep .
wake up , go lan !
hahah . later eat PIZZA !
Yeayy ! Thanks MOM !
at night , naq lepakk dgn KWN ..
Conferm pe KWN?
jgn paitauu sua ..
haha . thats all .
take care people !
Selamat Berpuase ! (:

BORING !

2009-02-19T15:10:00.000+08:00

heyloo !

today didnt attend school .. saket beb ..
sue , azhari dgn adib pon tk dtg jgkk ..
sume saket beb .. haishh ! mendakk gyler seyh ddk uma ..
tady gy doctor , dpt 2 hari MC .. gerekk seyh , tpy bored ar ddk uma .. nothing to do .
tady kul 12 plus hubby dtg BP meet me .. slackk nan die pat bwhh blk , maen guitar ..
den ard 2 plus , die jln gy skola .. ader band .. send him to bus stop , den went home ..
now currently chatting with azhari in msn ..
asyikk saket jekk , boring seyh ..
common test da nk smpi seyh ..
blajar pon tidakk .. haiyoo .
errrm , this sunday ade mission exlpore and summore its sue and haikal 1 month anni ..
haishh ! too bad beb , tkley celebrate .. haikal buzy and kiter ade mission exlpore ..
cant wait for the day to come seyh .. confermm gerekk nye ..
now adays busy nan cca jekk seyh .. den asyik blekk lambat jekk ..
keciann mak akuh slalu tggu akuh alekk skola ..
heheh , SOWIIE MUMMY !
i'll try my best not to go home late from school ..
haishh ! klarhh , till here ..
take care !

boringg xiia !

2009-02-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

HEylo !

not schooling today .. currently chatting with eqahh ..
malas nk gy skola kape ? hahaha .. overslept beb today ..
haishhH ! later gonna meet eqah at interchange ard 1.45 den go school together ..
ade floorball beb ! (:
mishhh my hubby & dearest friends seyhh ..
klaw tady tkk overslept kn da dpt jumpe dorgg ..
haishhH ! comment test ard the corner ..
must buckk up ! i just cant spend all of my tyme with ccas ..
now busyy with floorball and hockey .. cause floorball tournament are ard the corner jgkk ..
lecehh seyhh .. den no time to studyy ..
skrg studies pon lackkk .. fail sume of my class test ..
haiyooo ! BUCKKK UPPP LALA !!
haiyoo .. now a days , mum keep scolding me cause die tk perna nmpk akuh study pat uma ..
hahhaha , mcm crite sakk akuh peng ..
balekk skola jekk , buat hal sendiri .. tk tegor sape pon ..
ishhh .. dunno wat to do xiia ..
boringg la seyhh ..
errmmm , its 12.55 rite now ..
need to get change and get ready to go to school !
hahahah , rindu garlic bread ar .. :D
heheheh .. kk readers ! till here (:

;missing all my dearest friends & hubby ! :(

BFF !

2009-02-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

My second post is for my one and only sweethearts !

;BFF!

;FOTE akuh !

;Boifey .

When you see me,
You'll probably see a smile,
That covers up my sorrow,
& my pain deep down inside.

You'll probably never know,
Why I grieve or why I sigh;
They are hidden by a smile,
While on the inside I cry.
You may think I'm cheerful,
But my smile surely lies;
I wallow in my sadness,
& only God knows why.

My heart knows it all,
But my smile says otherwise;
& the sound of my laughter,
Drowns out all my cries.
The depression I am in,
Is surely not worthwhile;
But all the pain I feel,
Is hidden by a smile.

beb , all this while .. without u , i feel different ..

without hearing u and others laugh .. i spend my tyme with sue and the others ..

i kept thinking and try to find ways how to get back like before ..

when i see our pictures together , i feel like crying cause i miss our tyme that we had fun together .. we use to joke ard , slacking together ..

but those tymes were not like before ..

now we're back together .. i just wishh we would be like before ..

every problems , we share together ..

and2 , everything we do , we did it together ..

when i think of u and the others , i cry .. and no one noe how i feel ..

akuh tk pernah berubah kerane seorg lelaki ..

dan die tk pernah buat akuh berubahh .. ( serious talking )

and i dun blame him or either u guys because im change ..

i change jus for my own good ..

bile akuh kene mrhh dgn makk akuh pon and die klua kn name2 korg pon , akuh selalu mempertahankn korgg ..

akuh tk perna salahh kn korgg , i never did that ..

i will always blame myself ..

all of u light up the darknest in my life ..

thanks korgg ..

and naz , thanks for taking care of me when im sickk ..

and thanks for helping me when im in need ..

we been through together for more than a year ..

and eqah & ella , korg cheer akuh up , make me smile when im in no mood ..

korg bykk tolong akuhh .. thanks korgg (:

and sue , thanks for spending ur tyme with me .. those tymes yg kiter slack pat playground , is the most memoriable tyme for me ..

and thanks for taking care of me ..

and2 FOTE ! thanks alot eyhk .. kaw , adib dgn sue gives me alot of support ..

lastly , THANQIEU SO MUCHH korgg !

without korg , im no one ..

thanqieu so muchh !

07 February 2009

2009-02-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

Heylo!

yesterday was a FUNN day ! hahah ..

klua gy town nan adibb , nizam , sue , curl & indra ..

hahha .. meet rasul , ammar sumer pat esplanade ..

ammar prangai ! tk gy floorball bleyh gy town ..

hahah .. cmpi city hall ard 3 plus .. den gy peninsula ..

curl nk beli boot bola while nizam nk beli stick floorball ..

den nmpk stick hockey , lawa siot ! but the cost is high .. haiiyo !

lepas gy peninsula , gy mkn long john silver .. heheh ..

kekek sakk korgg .. den indra dtgg join ushh ..

lepas mkn , jln gy esplanade tpy seblom tuh sempat tgk2 kasot sumer ..

hahah .. den da cmpi esplanade , lekk2 jap , amekk gmb den gy jumpe rasul and ammar ..

ammar sume ajak lepakk , tpy kiter tknk since nizam tk biase dgn yg laenn ..

so kiter gy dpn DXO .. sumer mcm phm sakk pat situ ..

den da tkk tawuh nk gy maner , sume plan naekk pat rooftop ..

sbelom gy rooftop sempat gy singgah library ..

heheh .. den gy rooftop , lepak2 pat atas , amekk gmb jgkk ..

ard 7 plus to 8 kiter plan nk gy s'pore flyers .. den sumer gerakk ar gy sane ..

hahaha ..

beyh bbl nan sue and curl pat blakang while nizam , adib dgn indra jln pat dpn ..

kiter bbl2 psl bintang dgn bulan .. hahah , kekek siot ..

den bile nga jln nk gy pat s'pore flyers tuh , akuh tanye curl this question ..

"1X1 brape ? den curl ckp "1" . im fine with it ..

den that tyme pon indra ade ckp , " eyhk , tuh ape bende seyh ?"

i saw that .. and i thought that was a girl .. so i continue with my question with curl ..

"den 2X1 brape ?" beyh curl jawab 2 .. den i continue , i point to the girl that i saw .

i say " sape pompan tuh ?" beyh sume da tgkk ..

sue da ketawe2 .. indra tanye akuh lagy , eyhk tuh ape bende ?

den sume tgk pat bende yg akuh point tady ..

sume da takot .. sume da eyhk2 , korg jgn mepekk ar ..

da member sume patah balekk siot .. den akuh ckp pat nizam ,

buat pe nk takot ? jln jekk ar .. den sume ikot ar akuh dgn nizam jln ..

bile nga jln tuh , sume stare pat bende tuh .. da stare den akuh nan curl ckp , eyhk .. bende tuh ade pony tail siot .. den sumer da start laryy .. akuh try utk lari tpy tkleyh since backbone saket ..

den adibb jln nan akuhh . haiyoo ! takot skejap siot kiter sume .. den amekk gmb pat flyers situh ..

den jln tmpt F1 nye trackk .. den indra biken kelakar , die gy kejar bangla naek basikal ..

hahhahaha .. member sume ketawe non stop siot ..

den da penat jln , ade yg gy toilet , ade yg gy tempat flyers ..

den lepas tuh beli air .. den ard 9 plus to 10 kiter sume alekk .. (:

that's all readers ..

; Us

; Boifey .

; Indra

; Akuh dgn Nizam

; Indra dgn Akuh

; Indra dgn Nizam

; Sue dgn Akuh

anyway , sowiiee curl tkde pic dgn kaw .. (:

Great Day !

2009-01-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday !

went ecp . before that meet nizam , haikal , sue dgn mira pat BNS ..

i thought that boifey didnt go .. but actually die gy ..

heheh .. happy beb ! den da cmpi ecp gy mkn mcdonald .

den lepas mkn gy cari tempat .. salen sume den take pics !

rasul , ammar sume dtg .. fun2 !abeyhh kene sabo ! alasmakK! birthday akuh lagy lamer la seyhh ..sabo stakat anniversary jekkk ?

hahaha ..hahaha .. anyway , happy 3 month boifey!
btw , thanks eyhk korg ! den ammar dgnn miira kene tanam ..

hahaha .. nk tgk pics , tgk pat bwhh eyhhkk !

den lepass tuh mandi2 jap .. den get change ..

miira perangai mase pat dlm toilet ! hahahhaha ..

biken kecoh ar lu gerl !

hahaha ..sbelom balekk gy mkn jap ..

den miira called her bro to fetch her ..

den dlm bus , dpt tdo pat bahu boifey kushh ..

hahah . sedapp dokK ! mcm bantal ! hahaha .

reach interchange ard 10 plus den tookk bus home ..

sampai uma . mxg boifey to tell hime dat im home .. den mxg2 nan die jap , aru tdo ..

tats all !

P.S: hubby , i will always love u no matter wat happen . i do meant it wat ive said to u all this while .. ILOVEYOUFOREVER!

20 January 2009

2009-01-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

Today didnt attend sch .. because of some reason ..
sue pon tk dtg .. hees , jiwe beb ! hahaha .
errmm , now at lan gaming .. boring beb ddk uma ..
hehe , mcm biase dgn sue jgkk ..
today was a boring day ! seriously ..
dala tk gy skola , beyh tk dpt jumpe members !
haiyooo ! mishh my friends !

errmmm , talk abt yesterday ..
yesterday ade hockey training ..
quite fun arhh since mr singh was with us in the training ..
dpt stick hockey .. atlast ! tpy leceh seyhh nk kene bwkk everyday .
haiyooo ! den bbl nan budakk tuh.. (tkley ckp name because of some reasons ..)
bbl mcm biase jekk .. den die tanye akuh mcm2 ar .. which i dun wanna answer it ..
den die kate mlm klaw tk kental kol dier .. akuh tk kental okehh ! hees ..
btw , if u read this , akuh sowie klaw tk kol kaw .. akuh ade something onn ..
really sowie .. and2 just wanna let u noe that our friendship is the best memories that i have .. i cherish every moment with u .. but for some reasons , im not joining u backk .. im happy with wat i have rite now ..
and2 i will always treat u as my bestfriend and a sister no matter wat happen ..
u help me alot in those times . thanks ehh dokk .
oke2 .. change topic !
dabes hockey training , meet adib and haikal pat 206 ..
errmm , den gy mkn pat central .. balekk dlm kul 7 plus ..
sampai uma , get scolded .. fought with mum till now ..
nga bbl nan adib pat fone pon die nk carik hal .. bodoh !
den get frust , letak to telefone without telling him .. haishh !
sowie bi .. really frust ..
da gado2 , den geram , akuh angkat kaki tros jln siakk tron bwhh blkk ..
lepakk sampai pagy .. bck home ard 5.30 aft to pompan da gy keje ..
den tk ngantok sgt , tros tk jady gy skola ..
haishh ! now i mishh him so muchhh .. haiyoo !
btw , curl .. bile kaw mawuh tackle die ? Lamer siot !
haahaha .. oke den .. till here .

P.S: I mishh my hubby so muchhh !

17 January 2009

2009-01-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

heylo !

yesterday wkae up at 6.30 , hubby wake me up ..
thanks ehhk .. den ard 7.15 klua uma .
meet sue pat interchange kul 7.45 den jumpe adib and friends pat 206
den after that baru gy skola for floorball training ..
den maseh training bdk2 warriorz dtg ..
kiter sume ade friendly dgn dorgg ..
sume dgk warriorz maen floorball like fuckk siakk !
maen tolak2 .. beyh kene tolak nan kak dila beyh terhantok pat meja ..
tros balckout skejap seyhh .. lepas akuh den kak dira plak kene hit pat mate dgn stickk..
haishh ! rabak rabakk ...
lepas training , wash up .. den kol haqim dgn haikal suro dtg pat blkk 206 ..
den gy mkn ice kacang .. lepass tuh gy jamming ..
kelaka siot ..
lagu jiwang tros tukar seyh ..
si farhan ar nie ! hahahha .
tapy after all sedap ar ..
video jap lagy upload ..
nk tgk , tgk pat bwhh !
hees, lepas jamm gy beli bubble tea den adib went home ..
left me , farhan , haqim , haikal dgn sue ..
kiter naek bus 912 den haqim dgn haikal tron dulu ..
pat dlm bus kecohh seyh farhan buat biseng ..
hahaha , de kiter gy cwp jap beli waffle and went home ..
that's all readers .

16 January 2009

2009-01-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

Just came back home .. tady tk gy hockey , but before that meet ms wong
to inform her that i will not be coming to hockey ..
now adays busy with floorball training and came back home late nite ..
haishh! penat seyhh .. den tomorrow ade floorball training lagy .
penat gyler seyhhh . one whole week full of cca ..
tady lepas meet wong , me and sue gy canteen jap beli mkn den lepak2 nan adib and 'gang'..
hahah.. dorg kelaka seyh , amekk video pon kene amek pat tangge .
later i upload the vidoe aites ..
walao ! suare syahir dgn haqim sedap seyhh ... btw , pandai seyh adib amen guitar .. bagos plakk tuh !
den ard 1.30 gtu klua skola , den amen guitar pat bwhh blkk ..
den adib , syahir sume nk kene gy bola .. so left me , sue , haqim , firdaus and kak dira ..
den da mendakk , kiter jln gy woodland point ..
kak dira have to go home..
den kiter2 sume gy teman firdaus amekk duit ..
tros fir blanje kite mkn KFC !
gerekkk seyhh!
btw , thanks ehh fir !
pat KFC kiter ketawe2 non stop seyh ...
firdaus sume buat klaka .
hahahah .
LAME sakk satu2...
lepas mkn , plan to go home..
den we took the same bus home but haqim tron dulu ..
me and sue tron pat interchange ..
den we went separate ways and go home ..
that's all ..
nk tgk video tady , tgk pat bwhh ! (:

2009-01-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was first day of school .
not so fun aq .. cikgu bebual mepek !
bdk2 sec 1 sume sombong siot ! mcm paham sak sume ..
and2 , atlast same class with sue ..
ella and naz same class ; 2n4 . syazni ;2n3
kesian siot sorg ...
errrmm . tyme nk gy skola ;
waited for syazni and she came late , so kiter gy skola dulu .
meet her up at sch ..
den sampai skola ,check out class den naek hall .
hall kecoh siot . den nmpk bdk2 sec 1.
alamak ! adek angkat satu skola ...
tk suke seyh ..
hhehee ..
abyeh kene caught nan DM psl rambot .
benci siot . beyh kene die rambot warne hitam balek .
haiiyo !
after sch ;
gy jamming den mkn macdonald ..
den ella mood swing !
lepas mkn macdonald gy lepak pat bwh blk adib .
den ard 5 plus nk msk 6 balekk since ella have to go home .
dorg antar akuh pat interchange den they went home ..

today post ;
plan to play guitar .. ajak eqah , sue and naz and this sumone along ..
den lepak pat blk 33 .. book studio for jamming ..
kekek siot jamm tady .. den aiman came ard 3 plus ..
lepas jamm gy beli sweet talk .. den balekk .
dlm bus buat kelakar .. its started with sue !
hahahaha .
me , aiman dgn naz tron pat interchange while sue dgn eqah went back home straight .
den gy cwp jap mit mum and dad .. lepas tuh balekk !
thats it ! im done with my post ..
take care readers !

New Blog !

2009-01-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

New blogg oit ! old blogg has been hack by sumone ! do tagged aites people !